I’ve been told it rare… like something only a couple would know of.
But as I look into my soul and reflect, I know that I want it.
I want love.
Not just that “relationship” type love, naahh.
I want that chill-down-your-spine, melt in your mouth, make you body shake kind of love.
There’s no scientific law to explain it; no mathematical equation to explain it…
I want to… feel it, drink it, smell it, breathe it into every fiber of my being.
It is my deepest desire.
The reason I wake up in the morning.
I Want Love.
Funny how some people still don’t realize that you have to learn to love yourself before you can love somebody else….
Why didn’t I see it coming, the inevitable reality.
I reach for your heart, hoping I could keep it for you,
But you push me away and turn my world blue.
Blindly, I try to resurface from the depths of my sadness;
Hearing the silent scream of my pain.
I guess giving you my all wasn’t what you wer ready for,
Because you’re still stuck in a past lifetime.
I cry on the inside because my mask refuses to show emotion.
For you I took my mask off, peeled away my emotonal walls,
And for what…..
To get nothing but stomped on by you.
I love you… loved you.
Now I remember why I masked myself in the first place,
remembering why I refuse to let anyone get too close to me…..
I am remembering heartbreak.
“Beautiful”- Meshell Ndegeocello:-*… it’s somethingabout this song that makes me smile.
They play it safe, are quick to assassinate what they do not understand. They move in packs ingesting more and more fear with every act of hate on one another. They feel most comfortable in groups, less guilt to swallow. They are us. This is what we have become. Afraid to respect the individual. A single person within a circumstance can move one to change. To love ourself. To evolve” - Erykah Badu
I was told that love is, so sometimes I love blindly. Because if you love me at ten percent, it’s only right that I love you back at ninety. Sometimes you’ll have to love me at ninety because I only supply ten… but it’s cool ‘cause you my partner, my ace, my sister, my best friend.” - Se7en:-*